Conan for Healing

The title sounds strange, I know but it's quite true.
Last October, many people that my family knew died. One of them was murdered. Another one was my close friend.
The murder case was quite shocking until now. I thought I would only know murder from the news or fictional stories. Never in my life did I expect someone my family knew would experience it. However it happened.
Since that time, I couldn't read my Conan comics, considering that almost all cases in Conan are murder case. I was like, "There have been so many death recently without me including the fictional ones."
Yesterday, November 17th, I went to a bookstore and bought Conan. When I saw Conan, I told myself, "Why not? It's been a long time you haven't read it. Just try. You used to like it and you may still do."